Melewati Setahun

15.12.2007

Tanpa aku sedar setahun telah berlalu, arwah ayah meninggalkan kami. Rasa rindu sentiasa menebal, rindu dengan suara yang sentiasa mendoakan anaknya, rindu dengan wajah yang tidak pernah kenal erti penat dan lelah, rindu pada senyuman yang sentiasa terukir biar dilanda masalah, rindu dengan segala-galanya. Setahun juga melihat mak yang di luarnya senyuman, di dalamnya tangisan, aku tahu dia rindu namun hidup harus diteruskan. Ya Allah, amankanlah bapak di dalam liangnya, tidurkanlah dia, tempatkan dia di dalam syurgamu Ya Allah.Amin.Melewati setahun lagi tanpa seorang insan bergelar bapak.Al Fatihah.

Dance With My Father

Back when I was a child
Before Life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again

Ooh, ooh

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love to dance with my father
again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how momma would cry for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me